Beaming Love to the World

I just posted a response to someone about shielding. And I thought perhaps I should share this with everyone!

I have taken a couple of things that I have learned since I joined here. One thing in the Empath Survival Program I had to adapt. Walking down the street and imaging holding your hand out, to deflect the emotions of others. Yeah! That one worked for me. But I found that I was feeling emotions from other directions. Like people walking up from behind me and getting annoyed cos I don't wa… Continue

My Best Friend. My Worst Enemy. She was a Gemini. She was both.

She died ten days before Christmas seven years ago. Just like her. Ruin Christmas. That's what she always did. She'd get extraordinarily drunk on Christmas Eve and sleep late on Christmas, fight bitterly with Grandma all the way to whichever aunt's house as we drove there and act like everything was ok and everyone was happy as soon as we arrived.

Now, if that was ALL, just the mental abuse alcoholics inflict on their children, it… Continue

Old song. Police. You remember before Sting broke out on his own and became mega-famous. Back when there were two other guys with him. OK, so I'm probably really really dating myself. But I don't try to hide my age. The fact that I've made it this far is an amazement. But that's a tale for another time.

Message in a Bottle.
I'll send an SOS to the world.
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle.

Yeah. That's it. Long long ago, I remember listening to that song and it striking a cord in… Continue

When I first joined, my first post was a "hello, I'm new" type. And in it, I mentioned my usual "Disappearing Up My Sleeve" tactic, about when I'd get uncomfortable somewhere and just do a runner.

In the beginning, that might have been possible. Might. But, not now. I learned that recently when I pulled away, due to things going on in my life that I didn't want to effect anyone else. Just by me pulling away, that effected some people.

I knew it. I could feel it happening. People reaching out t… Continue