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interesting post tammie, lately i've been reading/watching shows about the universe, and what you are talking about bears a striking resemblance to parts of quantum theory, if i remeber correctly, it sounds like 2nd level(?-doesn't quite seem like...
August 28
Maddy, i totally agree with you, reading what others post has really helped me figure things out(tho there is still LOTS left undiscovered, i'm sure), in fact when i first came here, i read a lot of your posts and that helped me decide to join and...
August 28
very beautiful poem blue, i actually felt myself running with you to the beat of the music with light and love jenn
August 26
Hello, Many Red Devils. Great poem. Wonderfully written. Marvelous job. I like it. Hugs, bluecrystalangel
August 25
I think the mind is a terrible thing to waste and I am glad u are not wasting yours. All espression is birth; growth...growth is good...and this poem is wonderful....nice on u :)
August 23
Nice MRD....I could feel the connection and the soothing comfort which music gives....the pain also, as u said, essential for growth. :)
August 23
Many Red Devils added 2 discussions to the group Poetic Voices Of The Light
August 23
hey kojak, i've been away from the site for a while, this morning i just popped in to see what's up and found this post, and although your wording can sometimes seem a little harsh/cynical i do agree with you on some of these points. actually, you...
August 21
Hello, Many Red Devils. Very nice haikus. Well written. I really like them. Thank you for posting this. Hugs, bluecrystalangel
August 17
Hello, Many Red Devils. Very interesting poem. I love it. Lovely little poem. Hugs, bluecrystangel
August 14
Hello, Many Red Devils. I like this. Very nice. Well written. Thank you for sharing this. Hugs, bluecrystalangel
August 2
Hi MRD. I felt a wave of cold solitude and sadness as I read this lovely poem...in a good way. I have, too often, completed a poem with what is called 'forced rhyme' where the sentiment in the poem is changed, and lost somewhat, just to make it rh...
July 29
Hello, Many Red Devils. Quite a different poem. It shows and tells of your emotions, of how you felt, the way poetry is supposed to, in my opinion, at least. Interesting. Nice. Hugs, bluecrystalangel
July 27
Hello, Many Red Devils. Interesting poem. The wording is really quite good. It shows and tells me how you felt at the time and I agree with Boyd's comment that it appeared like the grim reaper changed its mind, which I am glad that it did. Thank ...
July 26

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Are you an Empath? (either way is fine!)
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i hope this place will help me learn how to be me again
About You:
I recently went through a bout of what was deemed "depression" about 8 months ago and i completely lost myself. After realizing that the drugs that i was given only made me vapid and empty I decided to just try to work through it myself and to a certain extent, it worked. During some random internet surfing i happened to stumble across a definition for the word 'empathy' that i had never heard before; the sense of relief that flooded my body was so overwhelming that it brought me to tears. Subsequent searching led me to Elise's survival program (which has helped me more than i can describe--thank you SO much for putting that information out there!) and now here.

i took my screen name from this, one of my favorite poems

Many red devils ran from my heart by Stephen Crane

Many red devils ran from my heart
And out upon the page,
They were so tiny
The pen could mash them.
And many struggled in the ink.
It was strange
To write in this red muck
Of things from my heart.

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why is honesty so hard to come by in society?

Over the last couple years honesty has become much more important to me in regards to everything. For my entire life so far, i feel like i have been trying to be what was expected out of me (mostly by my parents, but also my peers at school and work....and as loving as my parents are they really don't understand me, how i think, or what i need/want). Lately this has REALLY been bothering me, this persona that i have to carry around so as not to be so drastically in contrast to the people i am ar… Continue

Posted on June 27, 2009 at 6:50am — 9 Comments

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work sucks....

I have had a really shitty couple days at work this week, i hate it when people try to induce guilt by being belittling and derisive (my boss on monday about 'rain days'), and then today we had a customer complain about some particulars about the job and we had to re-do a large portion of the paving stone we had already laid in. This really bothered me, as the designer/salesman who sold this job OK'ed all the stuff that was complained about, as well as the fact that they sent us to do a job that… Continue

Posted on June 10, 2009 at 7:40pm — 2 Comments

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a poem about me

this is a little poem i wrote a while ago, i felt like sharing it here. This poem i think captures a certain essence of who i really am and where i want to be in my life (at least a part of it)


these shoes are so uncomfortable
much too big and so ill-fitting in design
all i want to do is write poetry in spring

these steel toe boots constrict me
i build these sidewalks, leaving little pieces
of me behind for the world to walk all over
all i want to do is write poetry in fall

these wool socks… Continue

Posted on May 24, 2009 at 9:14am — 2 Comments

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crazy morning yesterday

Yesterday, my co-worker was driving our work truck to site (I work in residential construction); as we approached an intersection near a highschool an odd sensation came over me. We ended up being unable to stop for the light when it changed and were pulled over by the police, at first my partner and I were not worried as both of us have clean records, but that feeling persisted as the cop came up to take his license and the registration for the truck and to tell John that he was getting a ticke… Continue

Posted on May 22, 2009 at 9:17pm — 1 Comment

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a sense of relief

This is my first blog post (in fact this community is the first on-line thing i have ever joined) and I just wanted to say something to get myself used to the idea of sharing on-line.

Since discovering what it is I have been going through for so long, I have started to feel much better about myself and the possibilities ahead; I've even started to not want to smoke pot anymore (for years I thought it was helping me cope with my own mind, but I think all it does is just cause me to ignore 'it'-… Continue

Posted on May 19, 2009 at 8:47pm — 2 Comments

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At 7:14am on July 25, 2009, John M said…
For some reason, the page is not letting me reply to you. The experiment will end in a day or so. I've just been so busy outside in the world that I haven't had a chance to focus and spend time with everyone on the site. My apologies!
J. xxx
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At 8:44am on July 1, 2009, Wonder said…
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At 12:54pm on June 8, 2009, John M said…
Thanks for joining in MRD. I'll be posting the results in a about a week I guess. Keep an eye out as I might post a photo if anyone wants one!

J.
 
 

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