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have you ever lived your life in complete ignorance? i've never felt so stupid. i've abused myself and torn myself inside out. most people don't think that's too bad of an idea but things change when you realize you're caught in the web. i'm not me. i'm more than one person at once. for the past month or two i've been having really bad chest cramps. i didn't stop to think that maybe (if there really wasn't an explanation as to what was wrong with me) my actions or pains are linked to a certain p… Continue

I just watched the news and saw that a 5 month old baby had been beaten to death by her father and that someone else had been hung by a man looking for her. well...my reaction was what anyone elses might've been except, i think that maybe i overreacted? i felt so sorry and so depressed and i didn't even know the child. that woman was like everything to me and i'd never heard of her. it was so sad. i just broke apart and went downstairs to play my piano and somewhere in the middle of me playing a… Continue

So I'm feeling kind of lonely. almost as if i'm sad...but i don't know why...it's almost as if theres resistance when i talk to other poeple. is it because i'm not used to it? idk... well what i want to know is am i really an empath? i'm usually right on what other people are feeling and i can solve most any problem, but what if i'm just observant and use common sense? i'm scared that i'll be wrong when i read someone. someone told me that if i'm really an empath i can tell when they're lying… Continue