I get so caught up in others pains and joys that I am lost when it comes to myself some times. I'd really appreciate someone reading me and helping guide me. Thank you in advance for your time.
Permalink Reply by Roxy on November 2, 2009 at 9:52am
The empath survival guide has some great steps you can take to reconnect with your own feelings. When I get overwhelmed by others I retreat to my bed usually can't concentrate enough to read so I'll watch a movie and just focus on grounding my *wild energy* into the show. I am sensitive to full moon activity so I try to focus on earthy things like planting bulbs in my garden and trying to stay mellow.
I sense that you are bristling with restless energy. I sense it's hard for you to concentrate and focus right now. Try Elise's survival guide. Or go into her resource page and check out the Book of Storms. You will find plenty of brain food in there to reconnect with yourself.
I'm not getting a lot from you that need "fixing". Your life seems fairly balanced, you're surrounded by good people, and you know how to choose the right people to keep in your immediate circle. The only thing I'm sensing is a need turn turn up your own dial *slightly*. I don't know if you read about imagining you and others as dials, and you can adjust the settings if you need to. The others are just a little high, and there needs to be more YOU, and you can easily do that without hurting anyone, or taking away from their needs.
Thanks for the readings. I`ve been extremely ill for awhile and actually died for a few minutes Wednesday. Please send some positive energy and prayers my way as I undergo tons of tests to find out why I keep having mini strokes. Thanks again for everyone`s kindness.
Wow, I'm sorry to hear you've been ill! I don't know if this is related, but a classic sign of a shaman is having died & come back to life. It feels like you're going through a lot of changes right now, and I feel like you might be a healer.
Thank you all so much. The thing I love most about this community is how loving and kind everyone is. It means a lot to me to have this tranquil place to come at this time in my life.
Permalink Reply by Lynn on November 14, 2009 at 9:43am
Jamie,
I sense at this time there is work to be done both inside and outside yourself. Something remains hidden inside you, something that needs to be addressed. (Something in your past) Now is a time to 'observe it' with no judgement. Bless and release it. This is a time when you should be reviewing the past: the learning & joys, the victories & sorrows.
You have strong compassion and tend to put others above yourself at all times, everyone's needs come before your own. This is draining you and keeping you off balance. You need to start pampering and putting yourself first, (I sense that 'guilt' surrounds you) Putting yourself first will make you feel guilty, but know that it is important for you to do.
When you take care of yourself you will have more energy to help those you 'chose' to. I have a sense that their are many in your life that make you feel 'guilty' this is not, was not, ever your burden to bare. People often will use your 'guilt' against you. Know that you are #1 and that you don't have to allow them to project their feelings on to you.
I get flashes of Earth, you are close to the land, love animals and nature, you feel a great connection to the other beings inhabiting our planet. They also sense this and are very much attracted to you. You have magic with children as well but I sense the stronger pull is to the earth and the animals that reside on it.
If you are going through difficult times at the moment, remember: the quality of your life depends upon your attitude and upon understanding your own intention. Do not suffer over your suffering. By letting go of the past and nurtuing yourself you will regain your power.
Much peace to you today,
Cheers,
Lynn