I´m needing a reading

[Deirdre Siobhan]

After 21 years as heart centered clown on the stage, in hospitals and teaching empathetic clowning, I decided to stop. This has been a wonderful move into a new sense of inner soul space which I really needed. But I am still physically ill, although much healthier than I was before. I am some how missing something vital. Maybe even the longing not to miss a trick, maybe. I don´t know. I know that I have structures that I´m dragging along with me, like old bones, but I can´t see them because they are in so close. Any help is welcome.

[Remi Daily]

Hi Deirdre,

Thanks for the info about Chamuel. You're probably more aware and knowledgeable of Archangels and Ascended Masters than I am. I haven't been really interested in all of these things till I bought an Archangel and Ascended MAsters oracle deck of Doreen Virtues. So I bought her book, of which many describe as being encyclopedia format. She lists Chamuel as one who helps when finding whatever is lost in their life: items, relationship issues, soul mates and world peace. This is a neat little book that really doesn't go in to great depth about the Archangels and Ascended Masters but its enough for someone like myself.

I have mercury retrograde in my chart... with a few other planets in retrograde. I kinda know what you are talking about. Sometimes I really don't have a problem voicing whatever I am thinking with family, with the outside world it is harder. But my life has put me into situations where I am exercising my vocal cords especially when I or someone else has been treated unfairly. I think I am still trying to learn the timing and creating boundaries bit.

By the way, did MIchael give you his birth info? I managed to snag it but I wasn't sure if he has a grand trine in his chart or if its another configuration? Michael is special as he has his Sun oppose both his Uranus and Neptune. I looked at it and thought grand trine, but then I looked closely and thought/realized otherwise. He has Pluto in Scorpio (I think that might be a generation thing if not a type of exalted aspect?) (unsure about birthtime so used 7pm, usually I use Noon, but he said it was around 7pm) He has Moon square Uranus, Neptune, Sun, Mercury with Sun and Mercury opposite of Uranus and Neptune..... that is some amazing stuff. His Sun/Mercury conjunct and trines his Pluto which also squares his Moon. Anyway, he has a lot of inner tension going on tightly coupled with other planets. Every planet is aspected and his Venus Squares Saturn.

[Deirdre Siobhan]

It is possible with an aproximate birth time to rectify it to get it pretty accurate. Which house is your Mercury ret. in?

[Remi Daily]

I have Mercury in 11th house.

[Deirdre Siobhan]

Nice for communities like this! Mercury retrograde would maybe make you someone who thinks before speaking, researching first. I tend to leap before I look.